Rainy Days

Today was a good day so far me and are making plans to go to different prides, like Pitts, and Syr, I cant wait to go, im going to have so much fun, Jenna’s coming up next week and we will be going out having some girl fun, going to the malls, going out to eat, going to the movies, just having normal girl fun, I cant wait , anyways, I hope today gets better cause there is nothing to do around here, it raining outside and it looks all crappy out their. Anyways, other than that today hopefully will turn out better than it already has, going online shopping now, since I cant go to the mall,the malls going to come to me



Toodles,

Miz Marissa

xoxox

Waiting For PRIDE

Today was an ok day I guess it just consisted of getting dressed, hanging with my girl Jenna and deciding on what I was exactly going to wear to PRIDE , Jenna and I was wondering what we were going to wear we picked out so many new styles of dresses and thought about what our hair would look like, Were going together to the store to try them out when Jenna come up for break were going to be getting our nails done 2 thought and we will be looking bootylisious. This will be my first PRIDE (I cant wait thought to go to im going to the PRIDE in Syr and Pittsburgh) , this is Jenna’s 4th yr of pride shes been going, I cant hardly wait to go thought I have wanted to go last yr but I didnt wanna go by my self thought , so this yr me and Jenna are going together . Since this is my first one then I wanna see if they will let me march in the parade thought im going to have so much fun with my girls, Jenna, Danielle, Gina, Jessica and Burgess. IM SO EXCITED I CANT HARDLY WAIT, I BETTER KEEP LOOKING FOR MY DRESS SEE YA

ttyl

XOXOXO
Miz Marissa L. Santiago

Comming out

Yesterday I finialy Came out to only like 3 people that I am a MTF but not all my friends know b/c of how they act and every thing on jenna and two people from the [MTF-SRS-FTM] group on yahoo know i am a MTF. This july or august i will be trying to start RLT and finding a job so i can under go SRS hopefully with in 3 yrs from this july or august. Jenna and me have decieded to move to pittisburgh to live together there this summer i think or next january to be together. I have been dressing in girls clothes senice like i was like 5 i think but i can't remember b/c my brother knocked me in to wall and cracked it open a little bit near the lower back of my head. Then it shoocked me when i just lately been so happy wearing the clothes in my room and having one friend jenna who can help me threw every thing we meet at college and she is bi so i can really get her help on being me every day this whole week.

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Today i dont feel so well because i wanna go see my girlfriend jenna, but i cant right now thought, i miss her so much , i cant wait till she comes up in april thought , so we can hang and go shopping ,just hang and do girl stuff , i miss her so much thought alteast i got to talk to her today on skype and all but its just not the same thought ,Before she left to go to school we would hang everyday and go to the mall and the movies i cant wait to do that again though. Were moving to pittsburgh pa in august when she graduates . we are goingto have so much fun their i can hardly wait, were going to miami beach for spring break also ,ooh hot weather i dont even know what im going to pack thought, i have like 16 different bathing sutis all in the color pink,lol i think that i might bring them all, that would be so hawtt then i could look good in front of the guys so i can be collecting me some numbers , me and my girl jenna hanging in miami beach,can hardly wait lol

xoxo
Miz Marissa

Trip To See her

This week i went to go see my girl jenna at this school in syracuse and it was awesome, we had so much fun thought. I almost didnt wanna leave , it was so quiet thier in her dorm room. anyways, shes doing a fashion show so i might go down and take pics of her so i can post them on her site. I miss her so much cause we are not bale to hang out all of the time now and all so i talk to her online now and i got her a cam so that we could see each other when were talking on line and all. Its so early in the morning i thought that i would wake up and post this on her so that i would nt forget about anything later on. so about to go back to sleep right now but until later on ttyl

xoxox
Miz Marissa

last day of seeing her for a while

Today was so much fun ,today i went to vist my friend jenna today she at this school like an hour and a half away, I miss her so much, i cant wait till i get to see her again sometime soon, maybe she might come up for the holiday or something you know . So other than going to go visit my girl jenna i went shopping to get some new club clothes so that when i go visit her again i could go out to the bars and clubs and do stuff with her so that we wont have to stay in the dorm. so right now i really dont know what im abot to do right now alls i know is that i hope that maybe i might like go to the movies or something or just hang out online and talk to my gal pals. But right now im so tired and i wanna lay down so bad right now but i like cant casue i wanna talk to her as soon as she gets online, god i miss her she means so much to me like me and her are like totally sisters we and act like it to. Well right now i have to go casue im thinking about painting my fingernails to pass up some time so until next time i will see you guys later ok.

xoxo
Marissa

Dress shoping- Thursday, May 26, 2005

this past tuesday i went to TT New York store to look at dress to wear for a speical event. one was a corset set, two spagetti strap dresses they all looked good on me i will be going to get some pics tonight with me in them and post them later tonight

Me on the phone to my girl friend jeanna 

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